Mystery

Where are you?
Where am I?
I can't figure this out
No matter how hard I try
What happened back then?
What's happening now?
I always have to say
I'll get through this
Somehow
It's strange and bizarre
It left a scar
Now I must heal
Now I must deal
Wishes and dreams
Hopes and fairy tales
It's hard to understand
When it feels like car sales
What else can I do
Should I forget you?
Do you exist?
Must I resist?
How do I believe
When I feel
I can't achieve?
This whisper of doubt
Comes and goes
It could be a weed
It could be a rose
So many things
I try to get by
This poem
Could be anything
Or it could be a lie
Frustration
Confusion
Whether it's real
How can I trust
The emotions I feel?