Lost

Where do I belong?
Who should I be?
Is there a place to go
where chaos doesn't follow me?

Where do I belong?
Who should I become?
Why pursue the things
that leave me feeling numb?

How do I decide
what I want to do
when I'm so exhausted,
and depression runs me through?

On a day where the sun is shining,
I don't see the silver lining.
A pessimist is what I've become.
So disappointed,
and so numb.

Where do I belong?
What can I do to see
the things I want,
the things I love,
the things that I can be?